Thank you for the hemi-sync tip, Anon!
These sounds are really good on soothing the tinnitus or just relaxing overall, background to mind's restlessness. Been diagnosed with an empathic/neurological disorder at very early age, so don't 'feel' things as most people - but things like this work well because my brain isn't so physiologically different (my guess)
About CE-5 in specific, not too eager on seeing the ayys because I get to glance shadow/dark beings every once in a while. Having some interesting dreams tho, so giving some more attention to this contact method
>Arthropods
>copper-based blood
This is actually very interesting and somehow fits - at least one of the beings is also associated with imagery of an exoskeleton and a blue/cyan flow (additionally to the hivemind concept). For what I've been reading, lizards are close to insectoid ayys: that might be the link explaining all the fang-and-scale imagery I've been getting.
Those details of scorpions and spiders are interesting also, will look into it and see what pops out.
About Nummo/aquatic beings, don't really know how they relate, haven't read at all on those just yet, will look into it too. Not sure is the way, as fire imagery is very prevalent.
>hemocyanin
I remember obsessing into this and the transition to iron-based blood, especially if it was linked to age change towards Kali Yuga/'Iron Age' of Darkness.
It is very weird that most religions seem to try and 'con' beings like me, with a predisposition to succumb to a "promise of power", to act on darkest urges because "we're in a era of blackness and decay". The 'secret' power of the dark side is obviously real and even just studying the theory has its perks, but FALLING for it seems (imho) stupidity and/or naivete in the long run.
I mean, using it quite literally proves that there are "higher gears" to reality. Just because the profane ones are well-greased for now doesn't mean it will stay that way. Besides, every single tradition also states that it is a brief period of transition, and even on itself one won't "achieve true godhood".
Additionally, I assume they're (those two "powerful dark") displeased because, well, nobody HAS to "do this dirty work of the dark side" anymore. The most rewarding dark side trick now is selling out the dark side for redemption, really. No honor among thieves, but apparently and somehow a few 'smart ones' don't see it.
And damn, I don't even buy most of the religious crap, haven't been very deep nor rewarded. "Rule in hell" is a pretty lazy scam.