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I figure this is a good place to ask this(i hope i dont get banned):

I am, just like you anons, another "indigo" kid, brought up introvert and alienated from ego factories(school), now becoming an adult and i wanted some advice.

I am spiritually connected, have chosen service to others, study art, experienced ego death(aya, psilocybin), opened my third eye which i can activate as i please; You get the point.

I can say ive done a good job escaping Babylon's decieving ways however i am stuck: my spiritual and mental attributes are really high compared to most, however, my physical existence really drags and pulls me down, you know what i mean; manifesting money, having a routine, meeting deadlines… etc…

I am currently on vyvanse and supporting big pharma by being a client, and i really wish i could find a way to not use meds, for i know i dont need them, however, i spend my days doing nothing physical: i dont manifest things by myself, yet i am immensely happy and full of love and faith, for i embrace my being and the one creator….. I fear that i will become a complete hermit if i cant change my struggles in the physical plane.

Any comments from anyone who resonates with this is greatly appreciated: Since Q started what has struck me the most is how i have observed anons who also talk my language and have their hopes up for the victory of light/love.

Blessings, i hope this isn´t too off-topic

Anonymous ID: 45c7e1 Dec. 12, 2017, 9:37 a.m. No.80841 🗄️.is 🔗kun >>0874

>>78897

Summary/theory of my spiritual path:

I was a completely unconscious person until i was 16, and it all started with my first love..

i loved for the first time and after i broke up i was left with all this love that i was giving that now was not being recieved by someone else: because of this all this love ended up going to my self and it was the first time i truly loved my being… In this period of time i started wathing "spirit science" in youtube and it resonated with me, i absolutely believed what it taught(since a kid i always believed that (((they))) existed and i would be suspicious of jay z and shit, even when i was really unconscious)

with this i was able to forgive and accept a lot of things that i was blaming myself for… i had bullied my own smaller siblings which resulted in incredible amounts of pain and suffering in my own family…

I came to the conclusion that i needed a quick change/shocking experience in order to break my comfort since my life had been really toxic up to that point…

Out of nowhere, ayahuasca appeared in my life, wherever i looked i found something related to ayahuasca and it became clear to me that it was the path that i needed to take for i wa manifesting it into my life/it was calling me…

after that i became "spiritual", now i love my siblings and my friends, i have ditched toxic people from my life and i am still learning and need to change a lot, but i have evolved in ways that i never thought i could….

my advice to anyone that wants to be more "spiritual" or simply more connected to their being is this:

Love will solve ANYTHING, it might not make sense but believe me it does… only with LOVE you can forgive yourself…

The biggest and most needed change is usually right infront of you: Try to love your family, which can only happen if you first love yourself, if you are able to hug your parents and siblings and tell them that you love them i swear all other things will transform as well…

I know this is not an easy task but it is possible and it is the best for you and your loved ones.

If you dont know how to love and forgive yourself start by doing things for your wellbeing: Look up knowledge that suits your path… indulge in the arts you like and get better at them… it is crucial for you to spend some time of your day looking at nature and trees, trust me, this will help your anxiety.

Blessings