Looks like your focus is on protection, termination,, banishing, purging, extraction, etc.
Your focus is on negative things.
What does it mean?
If you send out "I have to protect myself" into the universe,
the universe will give you exactly that:
things (situations, people, patterns) that harm you
to answer your fear.
It is YOU who attract things which scare/harm you.
To me it feels like you have been "contaminated" while working as a lightworker.
Catched some implants and SURE some possessions.
Don't blame it on those entities or persons or new-age,
it's YOU who allowed that contamination.
It was YOU who didn't listen to your higher self.
It was YOU who met the wrong people.
YOU are responsible for ALL in your own live.