dear anon,
i want to share some of that which i found. i don't know if this is truth or a lie – i consider it truth as of now, but my knowledge is just partial; i could be wrong, mislead. judge for yourself.
>at the beginning was the word.
this is a lie. language is a mere tool created by men. a great tool, yes, but language doesn't contain or hold knowledge. knowledge comes from within. language can only be used to trigger this enlightment from within. you should learn, remember how to think without language. ideas do not need words to be. reality doesn't need words to be. i know most of you live across the pond. you grew up with the english tongue and its patterns. be aware, that you are confined by the bounds of your language. some can learn/remember to think without language without learning another tongue, but learning a 2nd or 3rd tongue can be very helpful to learn/remember how to do so. (from my point of view, the english tongue seems to be one of the most confined tongues out there)
listen to the silence.
>the tree of knowledge; good and evil.
i do not believe in the duality of good and evil. i believe this is a linguistic spell designed to push you towards extremes. i believe in freedom and control; in chaos and order; in entropy. the point is not to choose a side. the point is to find balance. you could say i'm a grey magician in this sense. our current timeline is heavily pushed towards control, therefor i fight for freedom. but freedom without control dissolves into nothingness. control without freedom hardens into a single point without movement. you should seek to control your self, but free yourself from external control. don't let some other entity choose the actions you do. you may listen to others, this can be helpful, but don't follow orders blindly without understanding your actions.
be your self.
>the egg
we all share the same consciousness, but memory is local. this reality of ours seems to be fractal, recursive – "as above, so below". you need to free yourself from the fear of death. this is the greatest spell put upon you, which keeps you under control. death, whether real or not, should not define what you do now. you have countless lives to play with; unlimited time to learn. but this does not mean you should be wasteful:
honour every moment and experience you make.
>some unordered stuff
i've heard that the jesuits believe in something along the lines "X is justified for the greater good". i do not share this view. if you create suffering, even if you believe it is just temporary, you may have created a chain reaction you cannot overlook fully. additionally, i believe this line of reasoning is used to convince individuals of acting against their own judgement. dangerous path to go.
i think buddha and jesus were two enlightened beings trying to help all of humanity. christianity is the worst thing ever happened to the legacy of jesu.
people who fight for a single point of control to rule (over) the world we live in are lacking ambition. if i create a reality under this premise within my mind i am very quickly bound to a small scenario by the physical realm (as of my current understanding of physics). yes, we are still fighting over this little ball of dirt, but how do you want to reserve a single point of control over a bigger scale of our spacetime? you quickly reach limits where information needs more than a single generation of our species to travel from one point to another. it seems impossible to me to maintain a single point of control, if you want to transcent this boundary. you fight to keep us small, contained. you do not fight for progress. if your goal is to rule over all, you do not want us to prosper. to be honest, your lack of ambition sickens me. can't you think of a bigger goal? you look like a small fry to me. please stop holding us back and reflect upon yourself.
i think, outside of the spiritual things, our current monzeys system and our laws regarding information (copyright, patents, IP) are the things holding us back the most. Our current monzeys system is a really bad metric to decide what actions should be taken. i think energy would be a much better guide.