Heya anon, nice work on yourself!
Don't worry about comparing yourself to others, not even in the slightest degree. They co-exist, not compete. The same can be said for the physical universe. It coexists and cooperates with the greater picture, and it is used to prove spiritual concepts when you use energy wisely. Money is a form of energy too - don't block it with negative feelings. I did some manifestations with money - used it for altruistic spiritual purposes - and I've felt completely rejuvenated since. See what really bogs you down and work on it on the inside. This is highly individual and requires digging, keep your energy levels up with nice beautiful things around you and it will be easier. Energy is everyhing, especially the energy of LOVE. As the anon above said, get physical - your body is the temple for your soul and probably the only "sacred" thing in the physical universe (as it manifests the spirit), so take good care of it, and listen to it, it will tell you all you need to hear if you have attention. Wish you a lot of success in your travels dear anon, as well as other anons and lurkers! Love is the solution for every problem.