nice shot sir! glad to see splash!
this is called dry drunk
4 years no booze here go hit a meeting find a sponsor and do what he tell you anon!
or be miserable.
tuff gig when you have a body that needs a drink and a brain that cant handle one.
hell on earth. trust me tho anon you case isnt special.
first year is a bitch. heed my advice.
doing what Q suggested and re reading the drops Alice & wonderland,wizards & the picture is coming into focus.
I would recommend all spend 5 mins and do this. come back with findings.