I have been praying for this for years. I want nothing more that to fulfill my mission. Not 100% sure what it is, but suspect it will be to help those who are traumatized by the truth. I have been studying this "conspiracy" stuff for >10 years. Hours per day on average. Everything in my life has prepared me for when this time comes. My schooling, the jobs I have and had, my relationships, everything in my life has been to prepare me for when the time comes. I am here God, ready to go at a moments notice.