I am sure that is the weakest link in your OPSEC. Seriously…
I find it funny that /pol/ considers themselves "redpilled" when they haven't even scratched the surface. The rabbit hole is truly, truly deep.
Every spiritual type around speaks of these subjective experiences. I am honestly not sure, so i will stay agnostic. BUT, such experiences raise a lot of questions:
What is consciousness?
How can the world consist of it?
Is it total/singular? One consciousness?
If not, are the nodes (so to speak) have varying power levels?
Are there different types of consciousness?
Which relevant consciousness is the most powerful?
Is it benevolent?
Do humans share more than DNA, at the astral level?
If there are 7 layers, why are we on the lowest layer?
Is this our natural state?
If not, why are we here?
Did we came by our own free will?
If not, who put us here? Why put us here?
So on and so forth.
Here is another document that i think parallels with your views:
https://archive.org/details/TheRevelationsOfAnEliteFamilyInsider2005
OH NO ANOTHER ARCHIVE.ORG LINK MEIN OPSECC
https://archive.fo/PzYUL