If you've not yet, find the part in revelations about the 'hidden manna' which of course is /cbts/
Invite people to enter good messages into here. Its like the book of life. Better yet, bake bread.
"He that hath an ear, let him hear what the spirit sayeth unto the churches. To him that overcommeth (the abrasiveness) will I give to eat of the hidden manna and will give him a white stone…" Revelation 2:17
Fear not! God is good, and you should wish to be with him barring doing as much good in this life as possible. Faith without works is dead. As well, work without faith is almost as dead. You will be judged when this life is over. Humble yourself as Gods servant to do anything he may call you to do, and you will be blessed. Everyone has a role to play. Works without faith does not mean hell, but you will be left outside the gates of Gods kingdom.