If you do not use the spiritual power of Love you will screw everything up - no exceptions since forever and on to eternity.

Thoughts (ego-negativity) -actions (banning Q and using swear words) -> consequences (deserted board with few leftover people getting banned)

Took me a while to learn this but I know how you feel. The more you struggle the more this is going to hurt.

My friend Love is and will always be the solution for everything and it will include the protection against those you angered by your mistakes.

It is never too late.