Love to hear your story. I have my own to tell, but now is not the time. NDA.
The world watches.
Very good analysis. You condense it down very well. I've tried to make similar points at times, but not so succinct.
The last point is the key one. Why get stressed over it? Its joyful to think that the evil may be coming to a close. Why not rejoice?
And if you really understood synchronicity you wouldn't be here wailing, you would be rejoicing;, laughing at the sheer absurdity of life and love and God.
Either you do not understand the role you have to play, or you deny it - or are compromised from the start and will never hear the call of God.
Thing to reflect on.