Praying for you Anon! And your family and loved ones!
[Heb 4:16 KJV] 16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
We all need prayer…
God wants us to come to Him boldly in time of need, He is both willing and able to perform that which we ask, as long as we are asking according to His will (i.e. you're not asking for harm to come to anyone, like your annoying neighbor or something like that, hah!).
Just like a mom or dad would want their child to come to them when in trouble, God wants us to come to Him. He is ready and waiting to Love you up! Mercy and Grace!
Mercy = Undeserved withholding of Judgment
Grace = Unmerited Divine Favor!
Unmerrited - It's never been about us earning it, Jesus Christ did that for us!
ps - also, reading Psalms always helps me out too!