Find a translation you like and take a peek into Psalms 119. Skim through and see if anything catches your eye. I pray it restores your hope.
God never stopped loving you.
Amen!
I will pray for you anon. We all stumble in our walk with Christ at times. What’s important is that you get back up and keep walking. God won’t punish you, he will rejoice with you when He sees your efforts to follow him earnestly. He is a good God.