Please pray for me brothers,
all was "perfect" for me, I was successful at stopping masturbation, I was fasting for the nativity, I was praying every day…. Until here I stumbled upon the "Rothschild ask me everything". It destroyed me, blackpilled me. I started masturbating again (I swore God that I'll stop completely, and failed him…), I broke my nativity fasting rules and stopped praying completely.
After such offense I was so ashamed that I wouldn't even talk to Him… Kinda childish to be honest.