http://www.reddirtreport. com/red-dirt-grit/stone-age-what-do-georgia-guidestones-know-we-dont-know-about-2014
Gives you the basic of the 2014 stone.
I think it's because it's heavy stuff. Heavy in that fighting this battle is fighting against a lot of very powerful, deeply entrenched people and when you confront that reality, it can be depressing. That is what they ultimately want, and I know you won't give up. Everyone finds that rubicon and then it gets easier. Perhaps you are at yours? You are in great company here, mostly, so take some comfort in knowing you are doing the right - even though hard - thing.