We have a problem. The problem is that there is a Truth that has been told since the dawn of time. The Truth tells a tale of everything, the who, what, why, where, how and when of everything. It is right in front of everyones faces. They could all see it, it does not require great intelligence and it does not require vast amounts of research to be able to see it. The key to the whole thing is we need to shut up and listen. literally shut the fuck up and pay attention, class. we see people all over the place trying to drop crumbs to lead people from the forest. but when the people find the crumbs they say "AH HA! EUREKA! I have found this thing and it must mean this, this and that!"
That is such a TRAGEDY. We are so smart that we see something that is simple and easy to understand and assign it some psuedo intellectual meaning. For starters what is a Crumb?
A Crumb is not a clue. It is a PROBLEM. As in "That son of a bitch came and ate the dinner we made and left the table covered in crumbs!" When we CRUMB, when we BREAK BREAD, we walk around the stupid idiots leaving a mess. We leave the mess right on top of something that they need to notice. And we hope that while they are cleaning the mess they will see that 'OH WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS NOW?!'
And that is the problem. It is all SO SIMPLE. But it is such a paradox to what we believe to be true that .. "well that just cant possibly be the case" And even in what I have written so far I bet ya half of the people reading it have assigned the meaning to my words that I must be talking about aliens or that omg the earth is really run by lizards and its almost dinner time. Did I say that? So why did you think something like that? Shut up and listen.
Its an almost impossible thing to do. I didnt figure that part out until almost last. I fought and struggled and dug and researched. And I could not see that the harder I did this the shorter the distance I was able to travel. It was only when I fought so hard that I realized my efforts were in vain, I was putting 20 hours per day into this for weeks on end. And coming up more confused than ever.
And then I walked out into the woods at night and faced that hard fact. And at the roots of a tree I knelt and I cried like a baby. I cried and cried. Why could I not do it? Why do all of my efforts fail? Why is it that every time I near completing the riddle I find that I lost pieces that I understood to be true the day before?
And that is the meaning of the meek shall inherit the earth. I humbled myself before God and I cried out to him in pain. I said "Father in Heaven all I want is for world to be good and just and righteous. I see pain and destruction of that which is beautiful every where I look and everything I try to do to fix it fails. I thought I knew everything and now I have lost the path so badly that I am lost. If you are My Father In Heaven and You Are HE Who Created All That Is Good And Just And Righteous I beg of you please give me your LIGHT, please shine it so that I may find THE PATH."
And only then was II able to see what had been right in front of my face the entire time. It is on our signs, it is playing on our radios. There are no coincidences.
And now I truly know what tragedy is. I see it but I can not get anyone else to. I really hope there are others out there that can understand what I am saying.
We all know nothing. The deception is so great that until we can all realize that the only thing that we know is true is that there are no coincidences we will remain in a prison. For instance, that noise, when the sun is shining we hear those stupid fucking cicadas. They are annoying as shit. And the sound really digs at your brain. Is that what it is? How do you know? can you think of any other natural sound that fucks with your head that badly? And.. even though it feels like it is trying to dig at your head, what does it do? Calm you down? HMMMMMMMMMMM