Christanon ID: 21fe45 May 30, 2019, 9:09 a.m. No.810702   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>1817

I feel selfish asking for prayers on this board, as it makes me feel self-centered, but i have very few people to ask prayers from, and even fewer who I'm not embarrassed to share this with:

I've been talking to this girl for about a year now. We really hit it off early on. However, she's very ambivalent as a person, has trouble connecting with people (especially romantically), and suffers from very bad mood swings. Things were great otherwise, she even told me she'd like to marry me and I was helpful in her walk with Christ.

Her emotional instability proved even worse the closer she got to me though. It was as if speaking to her made her happier, but then, the more she thought about us together, the more it terrified her. I talked to her brother, and it seems commonplace in their family, as he acted the same way with the first girl he ever got serious with.

Unfortunately, I reacted vindictavely to one of her emotional outbursts. From what I know, I broke her heart, even though I still apparently have a place there. She refuses to talk to me. I'm doing everything I can to fix my error, but it's an uncertain, if not hopeless, situation.

 

I humbly request that you all will pray so that this girl and I will fix our issues, and that God will bless us with a prosperous relationships. And, if things don't happen the way I may like, that God will give us the strength to endure that.

Please and thank you all.