My girlfriend who I was sure I wanted to marry (she previously said she wanted to) just sent me message last night out of the blue saying she doesn't want to be with me any more. When I went to bed last night I brought my hands together to pray that I could repair the relationship, but I couldn't bare to ask God for that. I know that what I want is impossible and the best thing for me to do is move on and focus on my University exams which are a week away.

Shortly before she broke up with me I posted her a card that ended with

>You are the smile on my face every morning and evening, and now, the future I dream about. Love anon.

Pray that I can find happiness and keep focused so I don't disappoint my parents.