>>787244

Same age. Waiting for the right one as well. Not a virgin, but it was literally first and last time type deal. Lost 5 years of my life wishing she returned. Years went by and I made other poor decisions along the way. 33, wish to be married, wish I had my wife and family, but God has his timing. It has gotten to the point where I literally scream my prayers. I've lost a lot of my feeling for human beings in general because of this loneliness.. I look at women and know I feel no connection anymore, like I feel it just isn't going to work.. because God will put here there, in his time. Or maybe he simply wont. I dunno. But I hope he answers your prayers and gives you thr right one.