>fighting alcoholism following my ex breaking up with me

>drinking got so bad that I'm on academic probation and can't get my degree for another year and a half

>near constant despair and can't stop sinning to cope (lusting after women, porn, etc)

>friend dies in car accident

>dog is dying

>bills piling up because my car won't stop breaking down

>family is slowly get strained from both working parents and me still struggling to finish school

>i have no idea what to do

I just want to see the light in all this.