If I have made some of you uncomfortable with my personality, it wuz truly unintentional and I apologize. Who I am in here is diff from who I am out there. I have 2 spirit animals…one is a wolf…the other is tigger. I have called peeps 'hun', 'sweetie', ''luv' my entire life…I don't even notice when I do it. I like who I am, and try as I might to change that to make someone else comfy, it will make me miserable. I stepped up to do this cuz the call went out and I've wanted to do it for a long, long time…it's up my alley. I can be fiercely focused and intense, but after class I will relax and become bouncy and playful again. I certainly, certainly don't want that to cause anyone here to feel uncomfy. Totally defeats the goal. So I will bow out…no harm, no foul. I'm kewl, ur kewl, everybody's kewl. I truly appreciate the kindness everyone has shown me, and ur willingness to take ur time to teach these classes. I have high esteem for bakers and all u do for the movement. Thanks again…see y'all in the trenches!
Ooohhh….yea, I have noticed that doorknob out there….makes perfect sense then why someone might have a reaction to me. Thanks so much for tellin me and helping me to understand….ur a real swe….er…um….luverly anon! kekkk have a great day hun!
Oh, no, teach…wasna ur joke at all…I was reacting to this:
"Rabbit hole time:
When looking at the previous class thread, i discovered the end-of-thread discussion there that was happening during most recent class. Spent an hour reading it, jeez - complicated. Hard to track everything–many conversants and topics. But one thing is clear. Even if there is nothing going on of a nefarious nature (assuming this is true), being overly 'playful', 'in-groupy' or mysterious creates opps for shills to make trouble. Or makes bakers looks like shills themselves. Or bakers to wonder about other bakers. None of which is helpful."
i had just been called "creepy, playful" as a joke…but this anon wuz bothered by it/me. This movement is so incredibly important that I dinna want a fellow anon feeling icky like this, and I know I canna/don't wanna change me (too bloody old at this point! kek)..I wuz trying to protect the dynamics of the group as a whole…and the feelings of the one anon in particular. After being told about aflb it helped me to understand the reaction…uve been quite luverly and I luv ur teaching style! Thanks so much for everything!
hahahaha ….well, the post to "de-confuse" got confused! Entirely my bad, anon. Clearly I dinna understand! Im just gonna take my creepy, playful self on over to tard jail! kekk thank you for clearing that up! Imma kek bout this for a while!