I need to learn how to protect myself if I am to be able to help anything at all. If I walk into some sort of trap I don't even know exists what good does that do? I can't just stand around with my dick flapping in the breeze completely oblivious to my surroundings. Read me in. Somebody talk to me, for Christ's sake. You can call me. I can provide a burner cock.li Whatever.
Sometimes you can't see how things really work until more and more layers get pulled back. Let me just say that meme, "If only you knew how bad things really are" really can have a whole knew depth. It's just another part of the process. Sometimes you can get jabbed in places you never knew you could get jabbed in. It's kinda hard to explain.
Also my conscience has to state that I have made a big effort not to use the word understand as much as possible as it's been used to our detriment for longer than I can imagine. Equity is the only way forward. Equal parts of the whole under the Supreme Authority. I'm still trying to get a grip on all of this, but I felt it needed to be stated. I do give gratitude to all who have shown the way forward.