Sorry fren the death of my soulmate has devastated me. On my best days I can function, kinda. It's something nobody can explain to you.. it's a first hand experience that I wish upon no one.
23 years of my life, gone in an instant, in the blink of an eye.. poof gone!
Not to mention that it's been a full time job sorting everything out, getting closer to the end..
Worst day of my life.