http://gen.lib.rus.ec/book/index.php?md5=6F92D0485A3CC9829C531B65F8A415A8

>Journey to the Abyss: The Diaries of Count Harry Kessler, 1880-1918

the "red count" wasn't exactly /ourguy/ but still worth reading.

>Remarkably insightful, poignant, and cinematic in their scope, Kessler’s diaries are an invaluable record of one of the most volatile and seminal moments in modern Western history.