Guys I just took my bike into traffic right in front of fast moving cars and I have no fucking idea why I did this.

They stopped and hit the horns and I got to the island in the middle of the road and a guy pulled up and asked me if I was trying to kill myself.

I have no idea why the fuck this even happened. I haven't slept well or ate in a long while and I had been biking all day at that point and my brain must have just fucked up. I had no idea how shit even happened. How I ended up on the road, why I didn't cross at the light, what the fuck was I even doing. I have no clue.

How to avoid this happening in the future where you randomly auto-suicide-attempt for no apparent reason?

Also fuck off glows I'm not going back to the psych ward I am fine, have been fine, and foresee myself being fine. This was just an anomaly, a brain glitch.