>Been at this for 35 plus,
Some have been at it even longer.
I don't know that I would have enjoyed being my parents as my most oft used phrase as a child was and still is "but why?"
If I can't understand the why, I simply am unable to accept something and this goes for everything.
As such, I have long had zero faith in mainstream religions, governments and the media (although it is only now that I see the full horror of the co-opting of the media and religions and the extent of government and private corruption). Therefore, I never had to go through the "Great Awakening" as such, and suffer the extent of pain that some have had to endure.
That being said, it is only since Q burst onto the scene that I fully comprehended how all sides have been corrupted and my lack of acceptance of the "official narrative" was not only predicted by the cabal, but carefully planned for as well and thus I was herded towards supporting their agenda in ways I hadn't even dreamed of. That in itself was a kind of awakening and was a very bitter pill to choke down.
Prior to Q, I had totally given up on researching "conspiracy theories" as I had no way to really separate the wheat from the chaff as all sides had been completely co-opted and corrupted and I admit that I had reached a point of total despair as I could not even imagine the possibility that there were white hats working to bring down the filth.
Q has given this anon a sense of hope, a ray of sunshine to wash away that tenebrous despair and given me a reason to live again.
2 years? Pffft.
This anon now has much more patience to wait a little longer as I know just how much the white hats have to do to give the power back to the people that was stolen and has been absent for millennia.
I have attached a gif that finally enabled me to accept that pi = 3.1415926....; not one maths teacher ever bothered to explain the why (did they even know, or were they simply just parroting rote fashion as they are trained to do?) and simply told us to accept that it is.