Been at the battle since only 800 total web sites on line. You are both right. This long time battle hardened anon has been through some pretty dark places this past 1997-2019. So many times of hopelessness and despair about the country. So much fighting back alone.
Now, things are picking up. Not feeling alone. So really important to take itty bitty breaks, and live life between battles, especially when the sight of something depresses/upsets you more than 3 days.
But completely understand that the shock of what is really going on will force many through that awful process of disconnecting from "the lie matrix".
The first paradigm shift is so painful.
After the shock, comes the tears.
After that comes the anger that just will not quit, where your family thinks you are nuts, because the anger is obvious, and the reason is something they can not understand or see.
The anger last quite a while, and those who become good warriors learn to use that anger to focus their talents in some way that joins the battle. Fighting back makes you feel better, once you are focused.
Meme talents, dig talents, creating bigger picture connecting dots talents, presentation preparation talents, prayer talents, shore up the troops talents, boots on the ground organizing talents, the list of activities taken up by many in America since I fell out of the matrix has grown, and has been a wonder to watch over time.
Still, horror is horror. Hits your soul the same every time. Bad things happening to good people will cause you to feel sad for a day. If more than 3 days of depression about a thing, then time to take time off, at least a week. Use real life and love to get back on your feet. You'll come back stronger for it.
I'll tell you what. It has gotten 10x easier, since our President, Q, and our troops have publicly joined the battle. It really is much like the Revolutionary War. Without Washington and the troops, America would have never been.
And without our Military right now? We would not have a chance in hell, just like back then.
So I am grateful for all of us, not wanting any of us to suffer anymore. Just battle using talents, then rest and observe the front lines moving foreword, note the setbacks, ponder how to attack those setbacks in a different way, and get out there to live real life with some "shore leave" as they call it.