What's the deal? You have to be equipped to deal with personal issues yourself. If you have a balcony, you have something. You can do it.
>Kevin Shipp: Former CIA Counter Terrorism, Counterintelligence and Staff Investigator
every time
> I need something more 100% proof of death
Aside from train, heights or gun, Life will 100% kill you, plus you can get yourself tougher to make it more comfy until you die and transition to the astral, where you go depending on your spiritual state. Suicides go to lower astral which is basically purgatory. There is no reason to fear anything, now you know you are immortal so stay cool.