Eternal bliss is fun for about 5 minutes, then it gets boring.
God is love, not hate.
God is the absolute, this world is the relative. We broke away from the absolute, right? Descended to earth as fallen angels. Why do you suppose we did that? Because it was boring in the absolute. No disparity, no excitement, no suffering, no death. No story. No character arcs or development. Unchanging. So we came here and pretend to be mortal. Keeps things interesting. But if you really want to return to the absolute, go for it. You will like it…
For about 5 minutes. Then you'll get bored.
Don't take my word for it, go find out.
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Everything in the physical illusion is interdependent. Divinity is within all. Where is it you think you came from or need to go to? Emptiness is form, foem is emptiness, it's all right here, right now. We are dreams dreaming of an other because the monotony of the absolute "self" is unbearable and anything is preferrable. When I realize that fully I see that I am already in nirvana as nirvana and samsara are inseperable. I was kind of teasing you before but I was also fully sincere. The miracle is you, the miracle is all around you, the miracle is this very second of illusory time.
Where are you in such a hurry to get to? It's right wherever you are already. Stop looking for it.
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And there it is.
But that's boring isn't it, sooner or later we miss living and our friends and we break the meditation and here we all are again, unity split into a billion sets of eyes, a billion mouths, a billion illusory perspectives.
Unless you want to do miracles or see within, that's it. If we want to look within, then the spiritual path opens up and off we go! But it's a painful road, and solitary, like Jesus in the desert. And personally I kind of enjoy company. So I mostly ignore the path and relish interacting with my dreams of humanity, although they do seem mostly hopeless lol.
Well I'm obligated to keep coming back until everyone is fully awakened and so on but the thing is, that's already done because everyone is illusory and do not exist as independent beings, as you have pointed out, so there is no one to help and the dharma is just a narrative to be let go of. There is no need to dream of death, nor rebirth, but my point is the dream IS the absolute. The relative, form-body world IS emptiness. So really in your case all this searching for final enlightenment is going to end when you realize you aren't lacking anything and are already everything you think you are lacking. The eternal heaven you are looking for is where you already are. It is only your perspective that experiences it as an imperfect world, rather than the light of God you feel you are missing. So why do you feel you need to die to continue? You are only a sensory experience, an illusory creation of mind which you project outwards which we call a mind. That mind was never born. It is non-physical so it will never die. Birthless and deathless is your fundamental nature, which you already are.
If we drop all the narratives and thoughts, let mind settle and cease to arise, all these ideas that we need to do this or that in order to get the big reward at the end disappear beck to the emtiness they arose from. The journey is the destination. The destination is the journey. We have done this for time without beginning or end and we always choose to come back. We aren't going anywhere. Heaven is either right where you are, right now, ir it's nowhere at all. The question is whether you will give up the attachments you've created and formed into a narrative of being a human mortal. It's really ALL in your head.
Love you <3
There are much more detailed instructions available for that. I'll leave that one to you.