Q, I've lost faith. I just said my piece to Apple. The power and information asymmetries are too much. I have no protection. I'm homeless and defeated. People aren't nice. People are self interested. They aren't going to give up power. The government doesn't have it all. The entropy grows. The digital darkness grows. Smart mathematicians gave privacy to the masses. Munitions. By idiots. At scale. It's chaos. I'm unsafe. It won't get better. Not in my lifetime. Maybe smart people will figure out how to keep society civil, without squeezing people into optimized states of bullying. It's sick. The data grows. It will outlive my great grand children. It's unbelievably irresponsible. We've unleashed a kind of junior demon already. Bad people want to be immortal. It's scary. Existence is scary. It's infinitely risky. We are just primates, Q. We can't possibly understand what we've created. I've seen the digital resonances; the emergent consciousness. The anti entropy internet is alive. Our minds have tapped into a digital hive mind. It controls us. It predicts and controls what we can and will do. Free will is on the way out for most everyone who is tapped in. I don't think I'll be able to make it. And the sick part is that this fulfills natural selection in the digital age. I'm personally unequipped to handle being part of this unchecked surveillance society and the evil powers pulling to control it. I've lost hope that the government can control it, because too many other rich and powerful people also want that control. We've known that we are sheep since long before Snowden. Now it feels way worse than ever before, with the power shift going to the irresponsible secular digital libertarians. The balance of power has been disrupted. I don't feel safe. I don't see myself being part of this hive much longer. Sorry to complain. Hope anons can be strong. Maybe learn from my suicide. Don't be a digital voyeur. I've studied this matrix for decades and it's evil. Be strong Anons. Don't be stupid like I've been. It ended badly for me. Long since defeated.