Sorry if already posted
The most important one was simply a messenger. Maybe Q is Gabriel
Take heart anon, read the document on wh.gov. they are NOT taking meds from those who genuinely need them plus the are providing money to research other means of pain control.
I do agree, i have a super rare disorder witout a cure that they don't know what causes it. I have pain so bad i have prayed for death in a flare. Not that i want to die, just want it to end. Multiple experimental surgeries and still not fixed. I panic a little everytime I call in to get my refill. However, I have a good doctor and he is also wise. I went through several docd before finding him. It was a relief to have one who understands that I am simply fkd.