If you read about Austin Osman Spare (an associate of Crowley's) and "chaos magic," your theory sounds like it could be correct. My amateur reading of it is that Chaos Magic is based on the idea that there is no divine God but only an energy which can be used by "the magician" to get what they want, power, money, whatever. The satanists do claim they want to become gods themselves —- gods to rule over the earth and turn what remains of mankind into their food/slaves/sex-robots.
I suspect there is massive science on it. I suspect CERN is all about this. But the science (like cures) is hidden. The ultimate secret.
Then grab yourself some faith and repent, faggot. This isn't a game. Time is short.