…Given his rebellious nature and a person 'who was always the outsider', this anon assumes he wanted nothing to do with [their] special clubs. Couldn't be fully comped nor controlled, even by his 'wife' (read as: handler). A reluctantly labeled 'gen X voice' murdered, in some ritualistic attempt to demoralize another generation with a trauma (as seems to happen every generation - coincides with genetic memory, but that's another topic). Back to lurking, in the meantime.