I've formed some kind of doublethink that kinda helps me function… Usually I don't fully understand a Q drop until late at night, when I'm alone and normies are asleep.
I thought I could mix it, you know… the two worlds. The basic knowing and elucidation of what's what with the blissful ignorance of "It's just life" normancy, so I can turn one on and turn the other off as I go about. I can't. You can never mix two worlds in one person, not in an integrated, balanced way. The true YOU will always show itself… it's like that Two Wolves adage.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Two_Wolves