So if there really is no way out, what's even the point in trying? I'm not going to find a "better" job, I might find a job, but it'll be some shitty wagie shit that won't even pay rent or I'll be working 60 hours minimum.
So what's left? Why am I supposed to pretend I can succeed when I very obviously can't? I was sabotaged from the beginning and all I hear is how I just need to smash my head into the brick wall separating me from the gilded few even faster or else I'll never "make it." Do you even hear yourself when you talk? I think you like me being where I am, all of you. It makes you feel good knowing I feel like shit.
Well fuck you. I don't have much left to say that hasn't been said to death, but I hope you all genuinely have an absolute shit day.