By going along with the virus story Trump has access to special legal abilities that he wouldn't otherwise have. The process of healing the USA has been speed up massively.
The system that was there before was going to collapse anyway. Hillary wouldn't have stopped the virus getting in. She would have shut it all down and the death toll would be massive. Patriots would have tried to resist and would fight a slow painful war against the United Nations and their own military as the US fell to attacks from multiple nations and terror cells.
Just think of ANTIFA running rampant without the police coming for them ever. That's why Trump let people see the riots go on.
Although you've been awake many people have not and are still not awake. Consider how many of them are waking up. The level of deceit in this system is so deep that to clean it will definitely hurt a lot of innocent people.
Look at the creeping legal process that is coming for Obama and Co. That will open the floodgate. Q (trumps backchannel) told us that the virus wasn't deadly so we wouldn't have to be afraid. Others are still caught by the matrix we have to be patient with them and know that the time is coming where they will be forced to know.
It can be hard but you will make it through. Don't give up and find a way. If you are paying attention to these things closely there is money to be made. Stocks and metals are way up for example.
Sorry to hear things are rough but you will make it through and the future generations will thank the people of our time for doing this.