Don't you see? You're on the FINAL BOSS LEVEL! If you let yourself go, you will be so pissed when you find out how close you were to the BONUS ROUND!
I'm on the same level. It's the worst feeling in the world besides being sexually abused as a child, or losing a parent. No matter how awful it gets, you still have YOU! You still get to be part of the Great Awakening! You get to see new Q drops if they come back, kek. You get to see yourself be part of HISTORY!
I know how much it hurts, but just remember, when you sob/weep/cry/vent, just know, I am too, anon. You won't be releasing it out, alone. It's good to heal in whatever way your body wants to, especially when dealing with loss.
You didn't lose me, anon! :-)
You didn't lose us, anon! ;-)
WWG1WGA