Just like you, Anon, We envision an honest life of peace and love, do our best to set good examples, and manifest our reality without the input of evil influences.
Accepting that we have been fooled isn't the hardest part.
The realization of the conditions we ignore with distraction is the worst. Being responsible for the present, each in our own degree, is only redeemable by doing the best we can to bring about the Awakening.
Think for Yourself. Guide Yourself with what you know. Know that Love and Light Wins.