I frankly don't know how to convince some of my friends and family.

I'll be honest, boys and girls. I've been a bad soldier and a cowardly one. My family is beyond brainwashed, and I am too afraid of conflict and division between us to confront them like I should.

I silently dig, meme, and pray here. I've run around in all black at night during curfew plastering flyers all over my hometown. I tag shit with "qmap.pub" or just "Q" in permanent marker or chalk. I have written articles for our friends on a certain board and they have been pushed successfully. I've made memes that I've seen appear on halfchan and facebook months after posting them here. I've made some pretty significant NOTABLEs with my digs going back years now. The majority of my phone's memory is reserved for digs and caps. For what it's worth, I've been a good Anon, and I hope to God that what I do here reaches my friends and family indirectly without my having to confront them directly.

But I don't have the balls to just argue with my friends and family directly. I try to slip redpills to them slowly over time, sometimes in the guise of left-wing talking points, but damn if the news doesn't outpace me by miles. I just don't have it in me. I love and respect them so much and it would churn my guts to be at odds with them.

I don't know what to do except apologize. I'm sorry, Q, I'm sorry Flynn, and I'm sorry to all of you Anons. I don't know how to convince somebody who has a fucking Obama tattoo and his portrait next to our family photos.

I have all the comebacks in my head already.

>"If you're so concerned about the Constitution, how can you be in support of mandatory mask mandates, no-assembly edicts, or gun confiscation?"

>"If hydroxychloroquine is so dangerous, why was it so-freely-available and uncontroversial prior to COVID?"

>"So Republicans spread COVID but mass-gatherings of rioters crossing state lines doesn't?"

>"Do you really trust the man in the talking box over your own flesh and blood?"

All useless because I don't even say it. Not worth the fight, not worth being disowned by my family or badmouthed behind my back forever like all our conservative cousins. I honestly don't know how to reason with some people. Maybe I'm just too much of a coward to even try.

I'm two beers in here and I'm sorry, Anons. Fuck.

>>10294684

I'm sure all that was scrapped, of course. They would never complete the project and then claim to have failed.

>>10294690

The one thing I have fucking dug my heels in about is hydroxychloroquine. Even if all I can muster is, "Hydroxychloroquine is not what your television said it was," I at least say something when it comes to that.

Fuck fuck fuck. Living in SoCal is murder. I really and truly envy all of you who get to experience the Trump administration in red states.

>>10294699

The doublethink is real. The difficult part for me to accept is that the 4-6% might honestly not even be bad people. Just brainwashed irreversibly. It's miserable.

Probably the only victory I've gotten is that one of them remembered my having ranted about Epstein long before the news broke it. Somehow that does not translate to "Maybe Anon is better-informed than I am, gee, I sure am curious as to what info he has access to that made him dialed-in ahead of all of us by years."

>>10294728

Evil (noun):

That which has absolutely no right to exist.

>>10294729

>>10294444

Most of us have been doxxed already through lack of OPSEC.

Think of every image you've posted and the exif data. Think of your distinctive typing style. Think of all the reaction images you've been dumb enough to post across platforms.

None of us are really Anonymous here…that said, yeah, doxxing yourself here of all places is pretty dumb.

>>10294753

I appreciate the sincere response and, no, you don't come across as a dick. Thanks.

>>10294756

I genuinely hope you're right.

>>10294776

This. Anon should be Anon.