I keep telling myself I'm going to go back and systematically reread all the Q-drops, but it never happens quite like that.
Kinda similar to Biblefags who have a "3 chapters a day to read the Bible in a year thing," but I've never been good at that either.
I did it at around the 2,000-post mark, but that hardly counts, since I still didn't understand comms nearly well enough, and was still missing out on at least half of the meaning/concepts with which I now have some familiarity—or awareness of at all.
This is all kind of like learning a new language, without any formal instruction, and that new language doesn't even describe CONCEPTS/phenomena that you even knew EXISTED!
On a bell-curve showing pattern recognition capability distribution, how would anyone below the top ~10% or so even have a chance? Speaking of pattern recognition, I'm basically at a point (quite recently) where I'm convinced the comms I've long seen in YT videos where there's meaning in a nose, cheek, forehead or back-of-the-head scratching, is something I'm witnessing (gotta be unwittingly) in people around me…AND MYSELF…at precise timing and/or thoughts/verbal communications that seem undeniably coordinated. This would sound INSANE to most, but it's undeniable to me by now, in at least 3 people (substantially NPC-like) with whom I have regular in-person interactions. I feel increasingly like a "self-aware NPC (oxymoron?) taking downloads" via a phenomenon that I can only speculate as to the cause/origin(s) of. God/other half of me/Matrix pod-maintenance crew/hive-mind-assembled fellow anons… SOMEONE/SOMETHING feeding pretty direct lines of comms! Reality breakdowns/Matrix signs everywhere I turn/mathematical "impossibilities" any more… waiting for literal veil to disintegrate in a distinct "Great Awakening" moment in comiing days, weeks, years.?.?
Anyway, anyone have any good advice about retroactive Q-drop reading/processing, differing from just "go back and read it all again from the start"?? Kek… seems like a light question, given where my meandering thoughts went… I just know I need to reassess/analyze this shit in ways I've not as yet successfully achieved, in order to move past what can occasionally be a bit of a disturbing interim phase in my comprehension of reality. Or maybe it's all about just totally revamping my diet/sleep habits. Ugh, ugh.
A "walk like an Egyptian - you wrote so much text" meme is probably the reply I deserve.