>>10294674 (pb)

I dislike close personal conflict, too. Honestly, I think it is a survival mechanism and not a bad one at that. I realized I am not really afraid. I have a history of profound and extreme anxiety, due I believe to some metabolic derangements partially brought on by heavy metal/vaccine poisoning. I literally respond to stress abnormally, as shown by medical tests (cortisol goes through the roof and I cannot calm). It is not fear per se, but self-defense that limits how much I am able to confront people directly to their faces, though dealing with my metabolic health and detoxing has helped considerably.

Though the devil may have hoped my "problem" would work for evil, in the end it will be shown to have been redeemed for the good. I have discovered that people don't listen to the prophets in their homes/communities (read the words of Jesus on this). Instead, it is less threatening for them to hear truths from acquaintances and various media forms.

Keep praying and hold your head up. I'm guessing a lot of us here are in a similar boat. Our apparent isolation will not last long.

I have this screen cap of Del Bigtree's last HighWire episode. My antiquated computer and connection do not allow me to embed video here. It seems worth sharing here, bombshell type real news covered.

Would anon be able to embed for me with info from my screen cap?

>>10295560

This is a good post. I think our "flesh" to borrow a "Christian"/Bible term, is readily programmed to react and behave like "Skinner's dogs". I have also noticed this in myself. Fortunately for us, God did not make us to be only influenced in this manner. I have wondered and am now convinced that God made us with His "backdoors", so that when "hijacked" we could still be reached. By love.

I have also tried to "go back" to reread the Q drops and gotten bogged down. There is so much information and so many things to look at. I hope and believe that when more revelations are made in public, that I will be somewhat of a resource for people who will be struggling with the truth, so perhaps I should persevere. Also, we were told to archive which I have done somewhat but only with actual books.

I do think that now is not the time for recriminations against ourselves but as we realize the extent to which we were programmed and manipulated to rejoice that God made a way out. His love expressed in the life, death and resurrection of Jesus.

>>10295573

Example of Streisand effect?

I think this screen cap from the last HighWire episode is meme-worthy.

Apparently, Mark Segal said the yellow "no hugs" badge was a good idea until we have a coronavirus vaccine. He was appearing on Tucker's show at the time and Tucker didn't go along with the idea.

Someone posted the comparison to Nazi yellow star.

>>10295649

Yes and no. Eternal separation from God seems to me to occur in the "lake of fire".

The description of 'foreknowledge' in the New Testament seems to me to say God already knows who are His because we ARE (eternally) already with Him. I think when we walk out this life, we experience spiritual death, our "separation" from Him, as a learning experience.

I do not pretend to understand why we "have to" go through this. However, I wonder if it is so that God will have fit companions for Himself.

>>10295870

And all of these different theories as to what is going on serve one purpose: Take our eyes off the fact that our every move, choice, personal opinion, detail of our lives is hoovered up by people who want to control us.