haven't slept well in a long time now… I'm sure most anons have had this experience.
In the beginning of learning about the pedovore/pedomolestors and how systematic (Ha! how about that… it actually fits in this context) the issue was - I was horrified, enraged, and after some futile self-destructive coping behaviors depression hit.
Following Q and the anon boards has helped a tremendous amount in finding an outlet for this helpless feeling fueling my depression. I could help, in my own way - which is what I wanted, more than anything.
The more I learned, though, the more I got to understand just how systematic it was and how we keep reacting to the symptoms. I.E. When there is so much pain and so many victims it's impossible to hide any longer.
The Pedo issue and 'its final solution' has been what made empires crumble in the past. More than anything, moral outrage at the behavior caused… well apocalypses. Unveiling, awakenings… etc.
The way society reacted to this (all manner of corruption) is what determined the outcome of their Empires. Enter the wheel… black and white.
From dark to light humanity has been thrown over and over again, controlling our reactions to [their] caused problems. Our blind-rage and willingness to violent retribution is well understood in the issue of Pedo ANYTHING.
Therefore, this as well is susceptible to outside influence and control. My nightmare scenario? Violent, righteous-feeling vengeance on a global scale. A dwindling of the discernment in those we wake up.
Schadenfreude inducing? Absofuckinglutely. But, will you be thrown to the dark? Are we being taught these things as our test, so to speak? To see if we're ready to… I don't fucking know… grow up?
I'm going to start working on me, now - I think. I need to set my soul right before the possible carnage comes.
Just sharing my process with fellow anons because, well I truly believe that where we go one, we do indeed go all. So, if there is even one possibly active pedo-criminal within our ranks - whether of lesser or greater gravity - That will influence 'where we go'.
I'm not willing to put aside fellow anons who have committed a crime against a child, and has paid a price. If they are here, if they are working with us - with Q - is that their guilt? Is this them trying to have some type of pennance? Is that their way of trying to help heal themselves? The world of people like them? (If that's you, confess to those who need confessing to. Pay the LEGAL price before it might be too late.)
Lots for my brain to mull about. I know what I know… what I don't know, I guess I can if I chose.
Right?
So, here's what I'm looking at for my path forward along with my participation in Q information sharing.
This woman is legit, and I think this is what my soul AND mind call for me to look into: Carine Hutsebaut (embed vid)
The website I'm looking at right now: https://www.lets-talk-about-it.be/buy-ebooks/
So, that's that. Thanks if you stuck with my /tldr/ bullshaz