>>1037306
My trip was like this (copy-pasted because I remember all my trips vividly and wrote them down):
This time, there was no gatekeeper. Instead, there was this… being. I can't quite remember what it looked like, but it seemed like a fractal of eyes along a myriad of jagged lines like the teeth of a buzzsaw. It wasn't scary, though.
It asked me if I knew where I came from. I believe my answer was something crazy akin to: "I'm a spiritual being that chose this body to live in" and then it laughed. I felt… small and foolish. Embarrassed, even, but not in the way that I felt like I had to hide or that I would be punished in some way for it. I lost focus of Eye-Saw-Being when I heard a rather feminine voice and a presence that enveloped me.
For clarity's sake, I'll refer it is as "Her"/"She". She told me that I was born of her womb, out of love, to experience beauty. I had the inkling that this "Mother" and "Eye-Saw-Being" were related, but I couldn't understand how exactly. What I did understand was that my answer wasn't incorrect, but it was the answer to a different question than what Eye-Saw-Being (he, for clarity's sake and he felt male) was asking me. He wasn't referring to my physical life, but my spiritual one. How my spirit was born, not how my body was born and my spirit came upon it. I think that's why he was laughing: because I was so new to what I was experiencing, my mind so narrow and I still thought that I knew what he was asking.
Honestly, I felt like a baby the whole time. Like I was in some sort of dimensional crib where I was being fawned over by my Spirit-Mother and 'relatives' of some sort were experiencing me. My Spirit-Mother gave me one gift, Love, which she eased into my chest, then offered another gift: anything that I wanted.
It's funny now, but at the time, I was so hasty. I knew exactly what I wanted, but not what it should be: I wanted something for my Gatekeeper. A present. I realized that it was it that had scared me during my second trip, but it did so to protect me and that it always protected my spirit in one way or another. I wanted a gift to show appreciation to it.