Literally the only thing preventing me from getting violent.
This is all stupid. Everything's stupid and frustrating and dumb.
Yes. Having hope is hard when you're angry and frustrated. Causes dryness in prayer when God sees you don't trust Him, which makes it even more frustrating and annoying.
Frustrating and stupid and dumb and annoying and tedious and I just want it to end. Not that my opinion matters at all, kek.
I mean you're obvious right. That doesn't mean I want to hear it or do what I need to do because you're right.
I still enjoy that sin too much, which is frustrating in and of itself. If I can't stop, I can't exactly expect others too either.
So I get it, but that isn't helping, which is my current problem.