The idea of a "me" existing to be god would be misguided due to ideas being temporary illusory creations of the mind.
You could make the argument that a sort of fundamental awareness is actual reality and I wouldn't argue, but I would suggest trying to let go of any attachments to that awareness, should you become aware of them.
As long as you are thinking you are on a limited trip, because your thoughts only can be experienced within time and space, and deep meditation silences the mind which causes these illusions to no longer be experienced until you start thinking again. There's a lot more to it than that, though.
One of the primary underlying problems with modern society is that everything most people think they know to be true is derived from false fundamental assumptions they were mistaught by their own projected dreams. Every teacher you have ever had was a dream you created and projected outwards. I am a dream you are creating and projecting outwards.
Because it is like this, you cannot fully trust anyone, myself included, to tell you the truth about "reality" or "god" or whatever else. The only way to know about these things is to explore these concepts within yourself. We give people the methods of discovery (meditation, "loosh farming", etc) and from there they mostly figure it out on their own. The bits of philosophy we explain are only meant to get people interested in taking the journey.