>be me

>always thought things were fucked up

>survived fine as outcast

>addicted to sugar since childhood

>didn't even know it

>mid 20s diabeetus get

>make changes, get healthier, feels good man

>sugar starts redpill journey, g:sugar bliss point

>early 30's start losing my shit

>high stress, cant sleep, anxious, angry

>take time off work, seek help

>start pharmaceutical treatment

>start to go numb, feels better than losing my shit

>don't want to go to work, bad suicidal ideation

>wtf? never wanted to an hero before

>lose good job

>in and out of hospital

>5 years later

>feels bad, no hope

>fuck the meds

>feels better, but must now cope instead of medicate

>takes months for pharma effects to disappear

>1 year later

>del C:/ego

>.gif related

>in the pocket

>fuck stress, no fear, care free

>enjoy work, promotion get

>co-worker asks "are you a little autistic?"

>never happened before

>programming erased