Almerica 2020
I think once you realize that everyone you once knew grows out of their "cool" phase, everything will seem progressively more bleak.
Can I touch you? If I touch you, how do you react? Is it the same as it always was? Or has everything just become so streamlined and normalized now that you aren't the way that you once were?
I wish so badly to go back to being a child. 2001 ruined everything for all of us. Even though I wasn't happy, at least I didn't know the things that I know now.
I hate going outside
I hate talking to people
I hate seeing all of the things that used to offer me meaning all of a sudden disappear
I hate never being able to relive my best memories
I gave so much of myself, while others have given so much more. And yet everyone else is seemingly so content with what hand life has dealt them.
Their music was always so melancholic. I cry thinking about how sad such happy sounding music like this always was.