Started digging more into bible stuff recently and found certain things of myself which I always knew existed but they were just buried deep under. Since then destiny has brought me something which I always dreamed of but never thought I would come across it. I don't know what all this means but I just feel certain spirit of light awakened inside of me and it's telling me I'm on the right track and to keep on fighting. Recently I also started seeing certain angelic number all the time in different places which is 100% accurate description of my whole personality so that is very weird coincidence too. Sorry for unrelated ramble but I just felt I had to get it out.