The longer this all goes on it becomes a battle for sanity. It's easy to remind yourself to meditate, exercise, and dont think about it all every single minute. But then you step back and look at it all, what it all really means and what could really be at stake. Everything that you've ever researched and intuitively felt comfortable believing starts falling in line.
Timing is everything apparently. It's a battle. That's for sure. I've never had doubt about that. It's the theme of this reality so far. It's a battle for us. It's an all out war between forces that we might possibly never comprehend for an insane amount of evolutionary time. Or we again, tell ourselves this because we are conditioned to do so.
I know what is right in the end, again, at least i tell myself I do. What I know as an absolute truth for myself though, I will go down fighting for what i believe in if that is whats necessary.
Momento Mori, Anons.