The one I dated suddenly showed up at my church about six months ago, just before I moved. Freaked the fuck out of me.
I can say I learned a hell of a lot of things thanks to her. I wanted to marry her, but she was too standoffish and I was a drunk at the time. Still miss her but she never replied to the "why are you stalking me" email. (I think she's married too.)
Maybe the feeling is mutual.
In any event, I wish she would contact me. I'd love to catch up.
On my old XT I used to run DoubleDOS and pretty much used every bit of space too. Had a program to get 800 KB on 3.5 diskettes, and the HD ones even more. The first OS I ever paid for was Windows 7… I grew up. :)
I'm on the Colossus at Bletchley Park in 1942. The Doctor says I can only shitpost for ten more minutes though.
It's like drinking or any addiction. Only you can decide to stop.
You need to remove yourself from the crowd that's enabling you though. I'm essentially anti-social these days except for taking my parents to the grocery store (in their 80's), taking a college course and trading crypto.
Kek
I used to do that with the VIC-20's at K-Mart and the Trash-80's at RatShack. I was kicked out of more of those stores as a kid…
They're not going to release evidence on the dark web. You might get a grand juror who had to see it talking. Practically zero chance if they go the military tribunal route.